Next to a photo of an empty hospital bed, the Relentless Church leader, 49, who has been battling a Saddle Pulmonary Embolism and additional blood clots in his lungs, said, “The devil wanted me to die in this bed.”

The doctors’ reports regarding the health of Relentless Church pastor, John Gray, may not be all that hopeful, but wife Aventer Gray is placing hope in God and speaking affirming words of faith.