Relentless Church First Lady, Aventer Gray, wife of Pastor John Gray, appears to be fed up and feeling less than gracious.

Next to a photo of an empty hospital bed, the Relentless Church leader, 49, who has been battling a Saddle Pulmonary Embolism and additional blood clots in his lungs, said, “The devil wanted me to die in this bed.”

The doctors’ reports regarding the health of Relentless Church pastor, John Gray, may not be all that hopeful, but wife Aventer Gray is placing hope in God and speaking affirming words of faith.

According to the Relentless Church first lady, the 49-year-old preacher is suffering from a Saddle Pulmonary Embolism – a life-threatening condition – and additional blood clots in his lungs.

On Red Table Talk, Pastor John Gray, 46, admitted that the Coronavirus pandemic and quarantine have heightened tensions in his marriage, and more than prayer is needed to resolve marital issues.

Two different stories have emerged in connection to Pastor John Gray’s cheating scandal. He said on daytime talk show, “The Real,” that his affair was only “emotional” and not sexual, but a woman who identifies herself as his former mistress says the two had a consensual sexual relationship.

Some are asking how can Pastor John Gray and Aventer Gray give spiritual advice on their OWN reality TV show, The Book of John Gray, when their own life—no pun intended—is a mess?

Pastor John Gray has been making headlines for committing adultery and battling suicidal thoughts. He has been getting a lot of backlash. To all the judgmental folks, he has a message: you “ain’t saved.” The Relentless Church pastor said during a sermon, “They say they’re saved, but they’re the first ones to judge you…”